
I’ve been sold! Dierdre sat
in her car thinking. Is this
how slaves felt? Jennings
has sold me to his old chum!
He never talked to me. He
never asked me how I felt
about it. He just told me I
could be replaced by my
staff. After all my hard
work in this damn company! I
should quit.
Her thoughts turned from the
anger she felt at her
employer to the person to
whom she’d been "sold."
Donald MacBaine is pleasant
enough, I suppose. Maybe I
should just take them up on
this offer and let Jennings
see how much I’m missed…But
what if I’m not missed? What
if they get along fine
without me?
"You’d better think long and
hard about this, girl," she
said aloud. Dierdre started
her car and pulled out into
traffic.
With all that was whirling
around in her head this
evening, she never even
noticed another car on the
road. She drove her usual
route, paused during the
usual back-ups and arrived
home wondering how she had
gotten there.
She wandered from room to
room in her apartment as she
mulled everything over in
her head, replaying the day
in her mind.
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It had started like any
other work day with the
possible exception of
awakening with a
particularly good feeling, a
feeling as though something
wonderful or exciting was
about to happen. She often
had vague premonitions of
events which came to pass in
the very near future, or
which sometimes were at that
moment happening somewhere
out of her realm of
knowledge.
She also had an uncanny gift
for knowing, without
realizing it, that she was
either being thought of, or
needed by any one of several
people who were very close
to her. Often, without any
idea why, she would pick up
the phone and call a
particular friend, thinking
the idea entirely her own
and of no particular origin,
only to find her friend was
thinking about her, or about
to call her, or just needed
someone to listen.
Consequently, this morning’s
feeling of impending good
fortune was not something to
be ignored. Neither, though,
was it something in which
Dierdre put too much stock,
never wishing to be
disappointed.
"DeeDee," her father used to
say, "what does that little
angel on your shoulder
whisper in your ear?
Whatever it is, do it."
Papa always encouraged me to
be my own person, to try my
wings. Mama was always
afraid I would fall. Now
she’s afraid she’ll never
have grandchildren. To her,
I’m an old maid.
She checked every detail in
the mirror at the insistence
of a gnawing premonition her
father called her "angel." A
modest amount of make-up,
and the ensemble was
completed with an antique
brooch and earrings passed
down in her family for many
years. A spritz of her
favorite cologne in the air
to fall about her in light
freshness and she was off.
Somehow, this morning,
everything looked and felt
just right. It was the first
time her accomplishments
felt real. She’d started at
the bottom, a secretary with
a college degree, and two
majors, business and
political science. She’d
worked so hard, used so much
force of will and tenacity
to become the Director of
Training and Customer
Relations. She’d sacrificed
any kind of private life to
make it in her company.
Never asked anyone to do any
job she hadn’t done herself.
Never used her femininity,
even ignored it a great deal
of the time.
I’ve earned my place, and
today, I’m going to enjoy
it, but I’ll never become
complacent, Someday, I’ll
own my own company, or be
the president of someone
else’s at a big fat salary.
And I’ll hire and promote
women. They won’t have to
fight for scraps like I did.
They’ll make enough money to
support themselves. If they
want to marry and leave,
fine, but if they want to
marry, have babies, and
stay, that’s fine, too!
Too bad for Mama that’s all
passed me by. I know she
longs for grandchildren. I
guess I’m a lost cause.
Perhaps I’ll meet Prince
Charming today, Mama.
She rolled her eyes. But
then, I wouldn’t know what
to do with him. This
thought brought a
mischievous smile to her
face as she bounced out the
door of her apartment.
She jumped into her little
car, remembering how it
shortened her day to drive
instead of being jostled to
and from work on the bus and
then the Metro. As a new
executive, she had her own
company-paid parking space,
an achievement in
Washington. It read "Ms.
Bryant." Computrex, the
company for which she had
worked for the last eleven
years, owned one of few
remaining open parking lots
in the city.
Dierdre worked with the
clients to determine what
tasks could be automated,
then with her company’s
programming department to
develop specialized computer
programs for the clients.
Then she trained the
clients’ staff in the use of
the software and hardware so
that they, in turn, could
train their own personnel.
Dierdre was beginning to see
her hard work paying off.
The future was bright. She’d
graduated from high school
at sixteen and from college
at twenty. She worked hard
for her promotions, but
tried not to be too
fanatical about her
ambition. Her pursuit of
success stemmed from the
fact that she had to keep
proving herself over and
over again, first in school,
and then in the business
world because of her age and
her gender.
Thirty-one, heart locked
away--maybe I don’t have
one.
She mused, scanning her
rear-view mirror.
Maybe Anne is right, maybe I
can stop and smell the roses
a little, maybe Mr. Right
will fall into my
life…hmmm…is that what I
want, or what Anne wants?
And what Mama wants… Anne’s
been chasing that rainbow
with every Tom, Dick, and
Harry and where has it
gotten her? Two crumby
roommates, and a lot of
brief romances. Nope! Not
for this girl!
With my new salary, I’ll
have some financial
independence and
professional recognition.
Men don’t want girls like
that, and I don’t know how
to be otherwise. If a guy
ever comes along who’ll love
me for all of myself,
including my mind and
business acumen…fat chance.
I’d like to be happily
married, and maybe even have
a child, but I’m not about
to push the panic button
just because I’m single at
thirty-one.
Today, Dierdre decided, was
not the day for such
thoughts. Today was a day
for sunshine and living, not
dreaming. She played the
radio louder than usual as
she fought the daily
rush-hour traffic toward
downtown, tapping the
steering wheel and rocking
her shoulders to the music.
She proudly parked in her
"reserved" space, opening
the car door before even
turning off the ignition. As
she rounded the corner of
the building, she noticed a
new street vendor selling
flowers.
She paused long enough to
buy herself a deep-red rose
for her desk and then
bounded into the building
sporting a broad smile. She
nodded her usual morning
greetings to the
receptionist in the lobby,
and punched the up button on
the elevator. This morning
"up" was definitely her
direction.
As usual, Dierdre was in
before her secretary, and
before her boss, the
Executive Vice-President of
Marketing. She got a vase
out of her desk and put the
rose in water, then placed
it deliberately upon her
desk, pleased with the
attractive accent it added
to her new office.
"Just right," she whispered
as she nodded. She went
about her usual
pre-office-hours routine,
watering her plants and
straightening her desk, when
her intercom buzzed
unexpectedly.
"Yes?" she inquired as she
pressed the button.
"Oh, good, Dee, you’re in.
This is Al." The voice was
unusually chipper.
Al?
Dierdre thought,
Mr. Jennings never refers to
himself as Al to me.
"I have a new client I’d
like you to meet."
"Certainly, Mr.--uh--Al,"
she choked on the
familiarity. "Shall I come
in?"
"No, we’ll be right there."
"Yes, sir," she replied
numbly.
How lucky,
she thought, that I
dressed so well this morning.
Dierdre straightened the
skirt of her expensive new
gray tweed business suit as
she whipped open her closet
door to look in the mirror.
The white Victorian-style
blouse with a high lace
collar was just the right
touch to add a little
femininity. She smoothed the
French twist in her dark
auburn hair and fluffed the
fine new hair, too short to
be caught up in the twist as
it curled naturally about
the nape of her neck and in
front of her ears.
In a moment her door opened
and standing there with "Al"
was a tall, well-built,
blue-eyed man with
light-brown hair and an
impish grin. She inhaled the
fragrance of a subtle,
masculine cologne about him,
glad it was not the
overwhelming scent so many
men applied these days.
"Dierdre Bryant, may I
present Lord Donald
MacBaine, one of our newest
clients. He’s come all the
way from England to look us
over."
"How do you do, L-Lord
MacBaine." Dierdre extended
her hand to shake his.
He reached out his hand
almost timidly. It was
obvious he was not used to
shaking hands with women.
"I’m very pleased to make
your acquaintance, Miss
Bryant. I only just arrived
last night, but I’ve already
heard a great many good
things about you."
"Thank you, Mr., uh, Lord
MacBaine. Mr. Jennings says
you’ve come from England,
but do I detect a ‘wee bit
of a burr’ in your speech?"
"That’s terribly perceptive
of you. I was sure after my
years living in London and
my schooling at Oxford, m’
accent had disappeared."
"Oh, well, I have a sort of
fetish for accents from the
U.K."
"I compliment you on your
good taste." He chuckled.
"I see you two are going to
get along just fine," Mr.
Jennings said, patting
MacBaine on the shoulder,
"so I’ll leave you to
explain our idea to Dee."
Dierdre and Lord MacBaine
nodded toward Mr. Jennings
and she gestured toward a
chair.
"Won’t you sit down, my
Lord?"
"Yes, but please, call me
Donald, and may I call you
Dee?"
"You may, but my name is
Dierdre. You see, Mr.
Jennings just can’t seem to
remember it, so he calls me
Dee."
"Oh, I’m frightfully sorry,
well, Dierdre it is, with
your permission." He nodded.
"By all means."
"Dierdre is a much prettier
name anyway. Gaelic, isn’t
it?"
"Yes, Irish Gaelic," Dierdre
replied with a smile. "Now,
what is it I can do for you
Lord MacBaine?"
He grimaced and sighed. "I
have great hopes we can do
something for each other,"
Donald began a tentatively.
"You see, I have a sort of
problem, and Al assures me
you are by far the person
best equipped to solve it."
"I’ll certainly be glad to
try." Dierdre’s tone was
sincere.
"My brother and I own a
textile company in Great
Britain. Most of our
factories are in Scotland,
as is our home office. Some
of our smaller enterprises,
leathers, in particular, are
in Wales. Our international
offices are in London,
that’s basically where I
work. We manufacture tartans
and tweeds for sale to
clothing manufacturers and
designers, and small leather
goods of high quality."
Dierdre listened with
interest as he continued.
"When our father died, eight
years ago, I rather got
thrown into the business. I
was already working in a
London office as Manager of
International Sales, ever
since I left Oxford, but it
was rather removed from the
rest of the business. My
brother and I had to take
over very suddenly.
"He puts in an appearance
from time to time in the
home office in Edinburgh,
although I must admit, he’s
out of the office much more
than he’s in. He also makes
the rounds of our factories
there between my visits.
He’s not as keen on the
business as I. His interests
lie elsewhere. I see to the
London Office and our
interests in England and
Wales.
"At any rate, when I took
over our regional office in
London and combined my
international office with
it, I was appalled to find
many of our orders were
either unfilled or
undelivered. We were so far
behind the rest of the
civilized world that not one
of our clerks even had an
electronic typewriting
machine, much less any
automated bookkeeping or
invoicing, shipping and
receiving. It was
unbelievable. I didn’t know
where to begin to modernize.
"Gradually, we’ve been able
to upgrade to electric and
electronic automated systems
in one manner or another,
but they’re all independent,
and the exchange of
information is impossible. I
want to put everything into
a mainframe computer or
whatever you recommend,
entering orders and
inventory, tracking and
billing shipments. I want to
introduce word processing
for international
correspondence, and so
forth. The modern world has
completely passed us by.
"This is where you come in.
You see, we have a unique
problem. We have some very
old employees and their
devotion to the company is
very precious to us. Without
it, I’m afraid the company
would have crumbled long ago
when economic conditions
fluctuated."
"I can see your predicament.
Trying to teach some, if
you’ll excuse the
expression, ‘old dogs, new
tricks’ without risking
alienation or making them
feel ignorant." She gnawed
at one side of her bottom
lip thoughtfully.
"Precisely!" Donald
exclaimed with glee. "Al
said you would understand
and I’m pleased to see he
was right."
"Yes, I understand. I’ve run
into several clients who
needed to teach established
personnel new techniques and
bring in new staff to
operate the computer systems
without the old employees
feeling threatened. But, I
don’t see how you think I
can help you, unless you
want me to give you a crash
course on helping employees
cope with change and
innovation."
"No, that’s not exactly what
we had in mind." Donald
lowered his head and ran his
thumbs underneath his lapels
as if he were almost afraid
to make his suggestion.
"You see, we were hoping, Al
and I, that is, to convince
you to come to England for a
few months and take charge
of this program."
"England? But how could I do
that, my job is here?" She
fidgeted in her desk chair,
upset that her company was
willing to let her go, give
up her job when she had just
been promoted a few months
ago.
"I don’t see how I could
give up my job for a job of
only a few months." She
shook her head and sighed,
attempting to compose
herself. "I’ve worked hard
to get where I am. I’m not
ready to give it all up
now."
"Oh, no, my dear girl, you
wouldn’t have to quit! Al
and I have talked about all
the arrangements, and your
job is not at all in
jeopardy. On the contrary,
you would be on loan to us
as a professional
consultant, at, I might add,
a substantial increase in
salary."
"But my home, my friends..."
"Perhaps I should explain
more thoroughly. Is there
somewhere we could sit and
discuss all the
possibilities over a cup of
tea, or coffee, or better
still, breakfast? I have
Al’s permission to
monopolize your whole day,
but he’s left it up to me to
convince you to take on the
job. He will accept your
decision either way and your
job will in no way be
affected regardless of your
final decision."
"Well," a shuttering sigh
preceded the end of her
sentence, "I guess we could
go to the little coffee shop
on the next corner." Her
voice was low, her thoughts
far away and racing.
"Splendid!" Donald bowed
slightly from the waist and
opened her office door with
one hand, giving a lordly
gesture with the other for
Dierdre to precede him.
"By the way," he added, "I
believe that’s one of our
fabrics you’re wearing
today." He smiled as he
closed the door behind them.
Dierdre looked down at her
jacket. No wonder this
suit was so expensive. Why
didn’t I wear good old
American cotton in red,
white and blue? I should
have known better than to
start feeling secure in my
job. If I were a man, Mr.
Jennings wouldn’t have
offered to farm me out
without talking to me first!
Is this his way of getting
rid of me? Send me off and
let my staff fill in the
gaps, and then when I come
back, tell me I’m not
needed?
~*~
Dierdre listened attentively
to every word Donald spoke,
trying to absorb as much as
possible, trying not to let
her mind drift to ulterior
motives, while pondering all
the ramifications, hoping to
collect enough information
to find a way to get to the
bottom of this mess. She
tried to look interested, as
though she was gathering
information to make an
objective and intelligent
decision. Actually, she was
just trying to find out why
Jennings wanted to get rid
of her. She let MacBaine do
nearly all the talking,
injecting an acknowledgment
here and there to show she
was listening.
"My brother and I are as
different as ‘chalk and
cheese,’ you see, both in
looks, and ideas." He
noticed some amusement on
Dierdre’s face at his
expression "chalk and
cheese." "Perhaps I should
have said ‘night and day.’"
"Oh, no, please, I think
it’s delightful." And
truthfully, she did. She
kept getting lost in his
accent and stilted manner,
that only slipped when his
enthusiasm bubbled to the
surface.
Maybe I should give him the
benefit of the doubt for
now. Maybe he’s an unwitting
partner in this crime.
"If you say anything I don’t
understand, I’ll ask you to
explain." You just keep
talking while I figure this
thing out. Though
Dierdre kept her face turned
toward him, her mind was a
million miles away, like a
radio playing in the
background when she did her
homework as a child.
His voice droned on as her
mind raced.
"You see, Douglas is like
Father. He sees no reason to
change anything, but he has
no objection to me trying,
probably hoping I’ll fall
flat on my--uh--anyway, he’s
much more absorbed in his
renovations of the castle
and grounds than in the
business." Donald’s tone was
not one of bitterness or
disgust. He seemed to
acknowledge his brother’s
right to different interests
and priorities.
Dierdre’s attention snapped
back and her gaze flew to
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